Living the Reflective Life:
A High School Teacher Addresses How and When
Marne B. Isakson
I teach reluctant and less proficient adolescent readers and writers
in five classes of ninth through twelfth graders. The demands are constant,
but the rewards are many. One of the most satisfying approaches to the
challenges is through the "reflective turn"s (Schön, 1991)
I take. In this paper I deal with the realities of trying to be a reflective
practitioner, including making time for observation notes, reflection,
and using the insights to impact my practice. Finally, I share a classroom
story that has intrigued me for some time and invite you to help me reflect
upon its significance for literacy education and to analyze the processes
of reflection we use to think about this story. First, a little about
how I came to a reflective stance.
In 1985 I entered the high school classroom intrigued with how to facilitate
the literacy development of often discouraged, defiant, or lackadaisical
teens. I searched for ways to make a difference as their teacher. I inundated
a university mentor, Margie Siegel, with questions: How do I do this,
how do I do that, what should I do in this situation? She stopped me midstream
and gave some advice that has been a turning point in my professional
life: "Marne, I cannot answer your questions. I am not you. Your
students are not my students. I do not know them. Your situation is not
my situation. You have to answer your own questions." Then she added,
"To help you do that, start keeping a journal of your observations,
then reflect on these, and try to make sense of what is happening in your
classroom. Focus on the anomaly, on what puzzles you, confuses you, or
interests you, and then write about it." On that day I started a
teaching journal to record observations and reflections on the classroom
events. By doing so, structures were created for students to inform me
how to teach them. I have come to realize that reflecting on the events
of the day is the best preparation I make for teaching.
The materials of reflection have changed over the years. I have kept
notebooks by class period, by the day, and by the student. I have sat
at the computer to compose my reflections, but more often I have written
in a spiral-bound 8 1/2" x 11" notebook. I have written on seating
charts, post-its, 3 x 5 cards, a chart with names, and even my hand to
place-hold the moments I want to think about. Usually I have sat down
at the end of the day and looked at names in the roll book to remind me
of meaningful events and then have written about them. Sometimes I grabbed
a tape recorder and talked. (The latter I quickly came to avoid because
I have no secretarial help.) Currently, I like what I'm doing to record
moments for reflection. I have a clipboard with a sheet of paper for each
student. I carry it around with me during the class period and jot notes
about what I see happening. Then since some of the events of the class
are better characterized as interactions among students, I also keep a
sheet where I capture this synergy and how instruction played out in particular
situations. The important thing I have come to realize is that even one
experience goes a long way in learning from practice. I cannot capture
every event including every important event (aren't they all?), so I don't
even try to do so. I focus on what Margie Siegel advised: what intrigues,
what puzzles, where's the anomaly? I go with something that interests
me that day, something that's under my skin and won't go away. Often this
is a pressing issue that needs my immediate attention. Sometimes it is
a surprise such as when Brianne, who has been non-engaged in so much of
what we do, wrote a passionate response about Lost in Devil's Desert.
I capture a classroom story and then see where it leads my thinking. Other
common choices for reflection are those moments of "reflection-in-action"
(Schön, 1983) where I feel compelled to think about why I did what
I did in the heat of fast-paced classroom life. As Schön (1983) says:
The situation talks back, the practitioner listens, and as he appreciates
what he hears, he reframes the situation once again.... The unique and
uncertain situation comes to be understood through the attempts to change
it, and changed through the attempts to understand it. (pp. 131-132) Furthermore,
incidents are chosen for focused thinking when what I did contradicts
what I believe or what I think I believe. These moments of truth where
my lived-theory crashes into my espoused-theory can be a refiner's fire.
(See Whitehead, 1993.)
What does that reflective process look like for me? An analysis of the
journals showed that many of the entries had three parts. I discuss each
and give an example from my journals.
1) LITERACY EVENTS are the overall events of the class that day. SAMPLE:
"Led discussion on finding a good book to read, read aloud for ten
minutes from `The Ledge' and students predicted, had students do paired
reading and reflecting."
2) OBSERVATIONS OF SPECIFIC STUDENT OR GROUPS OF STUDENTS I try to capture
dialogue, body language, description of behaviors and the social context.
SAMPLE: "Carolyn came early to class to tell me she had already finished
her first book. "`I read 90 minutes last night!' She told me about
questions she had as she read: `Why did it have that title Three Mile
House?' She told about how she figured out the answer, `The author told
where four miles was on his jogging route and later that the house was
about a mile closer than that.' "She had made an inference. She also
told about sticking with the book until it was finished."
3) REFLECTIONS ON THE OBSERVATIONS my overriding question is "What
is happening here?" I try to make sense of the experience in order
to understand how better to support the students to feel confident and
to be competent as readers and writers and, hopefully, to understand teaching
and learning in a broader sense, beyond this one event. SAMPLE: "Harold
seems to want to succeed and do well. He always turns things in on time.
He makes a point of double-checking when he's not sure how to proceed.
But then he churns out his work at rapid-fire speed and doesn't look back.
The resulting work is shoddy, shallow, and seems only to be `get it done.'
When I discuss his work with him, he is satisfied and certainly doesn't
want to think about it again: `I finished it, on time, too. It's good
enough.' "Why does he do this? Are the activities MINE and not HIS?
Does he aspire to excellence in any aspect of his life? How does his impulsivity
in doing the task connect to his insistence that he understand the task
beforehand? How does the fact that he has two older brothers on the honor
roll, one a scholar recognized statewide, impact this behavior?"
Four factors seem to surrounding reflection for me: the classroom experience,
the resulting narrative of it, inquiry, and collaboration (See Isakson,
1995). The reflective act itself has many faces and many directions. A
careful analysis of five years of my journals kept from 1985 to 1990 (Isakson,
1995; Isakson & Williams, 1996) led me to refine ten questions to
guide my reflective thinking. Eight of them are now posted in my office
to help me think about the events of my current teaching life. You might
find them helpful also. After I have chosen an observation to think about,
any of these questions can lead to insights about teaching and learning,
especially insights needed for instructional decision-making for tomorrow's
What is happening here?
What most puzzles or interests me about this story?
- What questions surface as I study this story?
- How did the situation come to be like this?
- How might the students involved see things differently?
- Why did I do what I did?
- What does this remind me of that others have said?
- What might I have done differently?
- What might I do now?
- What have I learned from this story to impact my practice?
When the days fly by and I have not made time to reflect, a debriefing
such as the following can be a substitute and still lead to important
From ______ to ________, I remember doing the following in class:
During this time I've learned:
Considering my desires for this class, we have made progress on these
My feelings about reading, writing, the class, the students, etc. are:
This paper ends with a classroom story that puzzles me. Please help me
reflect on the meaning of this story and see its implications for practice
even though Terri is no longer in my class.
The Terri Story (a journal entry from November 1993)
Today we were revising papers and learning strategies for revision. Terri
had written about a dream, a nightmarish dream but had not brought it
to class. She asked to go to her locker to get it. She pointed out that
she has had friends respond to it. Her sister thought it was fine. So
"I don't need to revise it. I like it just how it is." She really
is pleased with the piece.
I asked if I could respond to it. She rejected each question or comment
with "it is good how it is" when, in fact, she had used many
general words and the vague images could have been sharpened up. I finally
told her that perhaps she could write another piece that she wouldn't
"I always like what I write the first time. My pieces don't need
to be fixed up." They sound like she wanted them to sound; they said
what she wanted them to say. Her writing could be improved, but she isn't
a learner right now. How can I support her as a writer? My fear is that
she may have construed my comments as put-downs to her ideas and as a
message that I do not like her writing. She is very private, yet she took
the risk of letting me read this prized piece of hers. I desecrated it
by calling parts of it into question. How do I undo and move on to productive
writing sessions for Terri? Perhaps I could do some of the following:
Talk to her privately and tell her what I saw myself doing. Ask her how
I can support her as a writer. Then do as she says. Include her in the
discussion of other people's writing. Maybe she would do better revising
others writing. Keep setting up situations where, on her own and in her
own good time, she can discover more interesting and vibrant ways to put
language together. I could put up examples of vague, colorless sentences
and have the class revise them. She sees herself as a writer. She has
beautifully preserved her poetry in plastic protectors inside a decorated
binder. I must not do anything to diminish that view of herself. I need
to be her cheerleader. Ask her to respond to a couple of my poems.
I think the core of the problem is that Terri considers her piece finished,
and I do not. Newman (1991) says if a piece is finished from the student's
perspective, consider it done. But Terri considers all her pieces "done"
at first draft. I do not know how to help her.
Please, conference participants, help me think about this story. Thank
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